I created a barrier. Blocking myself from almost all emotions and the feeling of love towards another. But then you sir, appeared in my life so suddenly. I didn’t even see you coming. I noticed you before we met, and I’d take a few glances here and there, but continued on with my life. I never even really thought twice, thinking you were way out of my league.

  Then for some reason, you began to notice me. You completely surprised and knocked the wind out of me. The first day we met, I looked like complete and utter shit. A big fluffy hat to cover up my messy hair, a humungous jacket that almost reached my knees, and some huge clunky snow boots. I still don’t and will not understand what you see in me, but I am very thankful that I am the one that you wanted to pursue.

  I guess what I’m attempting to say is that after four years of creating my barrier towards people and relationships, you are beginning to crack and shatter it. All of my hard work, destroyed..and you know what? I don’t even mind it. Not one bit. And now, I am willing to begin accepting the fact that I am falling in love with you.